is it bad...

that every single person i've encountered recently (excepting a couple or rather a single of my friends) at some point or other, shortly after I first encounter them for the day, creates an almost overpowering urge within me to FUCKING STRANGLE them?

what the hell am i supposed to do? I'm going to be trapped in a small-ish cottage with my immediate family and i'm sure to go insane. it's gotta be something wrong with me...